Letter to my mum x

I thought I'd write this letter
Just to say the things I should have said
And apologise for the things I should have done.

I'm trying my hardest to rememeber
The events of the past
From Jan through to December..
But my thoughts are clouded by a haze
I know the events wernt great,
And I'd certainly seen better days.
But I know I didn't call as much as I should have,
And know I didn't see you as much as I could have.
And for that I'm sorry.

I know I could have been a better son,
But I'm thankful i couldn't ask for a better mum..
Or dad while I'm here..

You've bailed me out
And rescued me without any thanks
Or at least by me saying thanks,

But I was thankful everytime
And more than you know,
I just found it hard to tell you
Or just let it show..

But I was and still am
Extremely thankful for all that you've done.

And to this day
I know that your always be there
Whenever I need you
Because of how much you care.

So I just want to say thank you
For all that you do,
Not just you
But all that dad does too..

So I'll sign off this letter,
To say thanks
And I'm sorry
So look after yourself
And try not to worry.

Hopefully this will blow over
And normality resume,
Things back to normal
So I can see you real soon

To dad and my mum,

Love Clayton
Your son x