__--TrUtH HuRtS__-        <3

i was always loyal i don't know why. you treated me like shit, but i never said good bye. i always been blamed for something you have done, i always got hurt when all along i should of put everything back on you. i never new why i said i loved you, never even think i meant  it. but i don't understand why i cry, for the guy who showed no emotion toward me, showed me he no longer cared. all along you played a game, at the end i ended up winning. but i got hurt the most. wish i never won cause the truth came out and i was ashamed, i felt like i should die, but i wont be weak in front of you, i wont coward this fight, I'm strong always will. but that night it hit me hard the boy i thought i loved killed me mentally, that's why i died physically. shot a bowl of spaghetti in my head, took my last breathe and fell down dead. now i watch from the heaven above, as you play your game of fun, showing no emotion as usual that's why when you drop dead you'll be regretting for what you did pay the price and live in dread.