God I'm Sorry, And I Beg You

God, I'm sorry, and I sincerely beg you
I tried to be great, but seems like I failed you
I'm one in spirit, but its looks like you made two
I cheat myself most times, it's so hard being faithful.

You gave me a mission, and for that I'm grateful
But I lost focus, and my fruit got wasteful
I kept company with vultures, who brought nothing to the table
But If you give me a second chance, I promise I won't forsake you

I'm tryna use this gift, and I need your blessings
I'm done wasting time in circles, and second guessing
It's hard without your direction, it's so depressing
I give you my cross, Oh Lord, I'm done stressing

Today and forever, I need your presence
Without you as the captain, my sail is without an essence
I done with past hurts, I just wanna shine in the present
And write poems for your glory, hearing the sounds will be so pleasant

My soul is yours to keep, I will never sell out
Even in troubled times, you have been my bailout
I don't got no rule book, but the bible lines as my handout
In darkness, be my guide, my sight and my lookout