liaison of the damned  

 
let he who is without sin cast the first stone
a harlot and guilty as such
I hear this refrain resound in my mind

the trap laid perfectly, the scene set and I succumb
temptation called and I fall into a seedy situation, a no-tell liaison
my naked shame blushes in the daylight

I've promised myself never again
just to teeter over the edge of wanton lust again
a cheater, a liar...

I feel like every day with my man is a stolen one
because I no longer deserve him
I never thought I would be that lady
devious and conniving

my ache is great the weight of the world is upon me
to turn back time I would give anything
my mind wasn't my own
an insanity plea is a weak one but a true one
I feel tricked into a thing
now blackmailed into the continuance

I count all my days with my man as my last
I love him and I will never be the same