Again

I hear your voice skipping stones around my head
Sinking into darkness- wishing that I was dead  
Playing all our favorite songs that play slower on my meds  
Running through old walls that kicks me from my bed  
  
Leaving you was easy but forgetting you is hard  
I’ve buried you a thousand times but I  couldn’t bury scars  
I spin you into everything, including the windows of passing cars  
chasing the  tail lights of slowly falling stars  
   
Maybe I’ll  go blind so I can erase you from my brain  
Or never feel or touch because some touches still remain  
If you would just go away, you could  take away my pain  
But tomorrow you’ll come crashing  back, to hurt me just the same