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Anger is a part of danger so you better watch out
Fists clench as I scream and shout
On the verge of blacking out
Sit and calm down as I start to cry and pout
I can play the blame game all day long
And you can't tell me I'm wrong
That it's all my fault
My life has come to a halt
The things I want to do have been put on hold
Over my life I have no control
Sometimes I think life is too hard
And I become disparaged
Crazy thoughts fill my head
Like I'd be better off dead
So I think of how I'd wanna die
And I start to think of suicide
Intentional overdose begins to appeal
An easy way out without having to feel
But I think of my friends and how'd it hurt my family
And it quickly snaps me back to reality
I don't have the right to cause anyone that much pain
All because I think I can't face another day
My depression makes every situation seem so much worse
And if I'm not careful they'll be taking me out in a hearse
Deep down I don't want that, I want to live
I have so much love, so much to give
Written by akocz (Amanda Kocz)
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