Worthless....Am      I?

All my life an emotional wreck,
Always been someones pet,
For their own use and benefits,
Going around acting proper, wearing
A smile to hide pain, acted a fool
To cover the scars.

I've been called worst names,
Hoe,bitch,whore, slut, fat, ugly...
But I guess those aren't so bad
When you've been told your
Useless and worthless all
Your life...

after awhile I started to believe, I
Been hurt, I've been played..maybe
I still wait for signs that let me know
That all this is just a replay

I guess it still runs in the back of my mind
Now I just wish someone would
tell me " your beautiful" your worth
Every thing, your worth more then
the universe and time itself.

To have someone show me
Im not nothing, but someone worth
Fighting for, someone to be with
Someone to fall in love with..
And mean it all heart and soul.