Sink

I'm doing the best I can and that isn't enough
I'm getting tired of life, it’s getting really tough
Yet I feel I’m not ready to die
Though I’m in so much pain right now I could cry
Like as if I didn’t have enough problems of my own?
Now little ho’s want to play on my phone
I really wish everyone would just leave me alone
Let me sit over here in the dark and think
Whether or not I’ll keep my head above self pity’s seas or sink.