Manipulating

 
You claim that your lack of trust is do to being betrayed.  
 
Yet instead of removing the knife and allowing yourself to heal.
 
You kept it in hopes people would understand or know how you feel.  
 
Instead of punishing your enemy’s you stabbed your loved ones in the back.
 
You may not have intentionally hurt anyone, but because of this trust for you is something they lack.  
 
I want to give you the benefit of doubt in this situation.
 
It’s just so hard when we’re all being swollen by your fog of manipulation.