I don't belong here

 
 
 
   truth; i don't want to "sound like everyone else"; saying things like, i want to be "one with nature"; you get the idea....  
 
    i say i don't belong here; i want to be clear; i don't want to be a "monk", though the admiration is there; "adapting" to "change" is impossible i swear  
 
   i say i don't belong here; because it's slave & master vibes; conquer & divide; "eyes on the prize"; false sense of pride;  
 
 
but what do i know?; who the hell am i?;  
someone who understands that "everything's" a lie....  
 
    
 it's ok to be "alive"; it's alluring to want to die.... why do ppl drink, huh? why does one get "high"; a false sense of balancing out a life that is a lie