Chills

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I get them for many reasons
tonight it's just the cold
sometimes it's not though
sometimes its like some one is constantly waving a hand over your heart when you just want to bask in the sun
a heart on these days cares not for shade
she only wants to be brave

those are chills for surely
true
they have bite to race your heart
craving joy and peace in equal part
I rather like these chills

but sometimes the chills
bite, but with a painful sting
like memories on ice
so they last that much longer
even after they're gone
on these days your heart 
won't beat so brave

and some days
well...
it's just that it's
truly just fucking
cold

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