Chaotic Damnation

My mind feels so paralyzed at times
I desperately need to shake the cobwebs
Too many thoughts running through this head of mine
Sometimes I feel like I need a goddamn exorcism
Am I forced to be forever damned?
How fucked am I?
Swimming in this shit called life
Sick of feeling defeated, beaten down and misguided
I'm getting ready to explode, break down and rebuild
This is such a painful curse
Where do I stand in your God's eyes?
Am I in his good graces or damned to hell?
Do I even care?

3/5/2020

(c) Sean Paul Gillum