YOU KNEW BUT YOU DIDN'T CARE

From the depth of my deepness within my heart to the sadness, that still dwells within the mere depth of my soul. Yet each flows with drops of my silent tears, like screams of deep hurt and pain with lingering memories, echoing through the stairway of my mind and heart but you failed me. Knowing just how much I needed and wanted you within my life and world, for it was you who took my heart for granted destroying the trust of my love that I had so much for you. For you even had me to believe time and time again, that we were building a life together but I was to blinded to see through my eyes, that you never truly did love me as your woman. But instead you damaged the best part of me, with your lies and secrets with dishonesty done by betrayal and distrust. For you gave me nothing but excuses for your cheating and creeping, yet I forgave you because I loved you only for you to stab me in the back, having me to feel that I deserve your mental and emotional abuse, that has affected me spiritually almost robbing my soul of so much of the love in thyself, when in fact I deserve better as a beautiful strong intelligent woman who knows her true self value and self worth.