"If Leaving Is All"

I fucked him one night and all that came to mind was YOU.he is awesome in fucking bed.
But he won't come close to how you made love to me in the same roomLike.... ever.Nor how you broke my heart in the same very place. Nor how I fucked my other ex in, again, the same room just 5 days later.I want your lips on mine
And I want your hands touching me like that again.But alas and c'est le vie... it's only missing the man who was supposed to be my husband... he doesn't exist anymore. I don't care IF I wasn't enough for you, man...
I really fucking loved you. Yeah, I regret my mistake.  I really do, but even more so regret the man who never came back. He didn't fight for me.