Lost In Lighted Dark

I exhale my last breath
I'm alive but feel like death
My heart is broken
Soul is crushed
Supposedly I'm loved
But anymore it's never spoken
I see a light
But I feel so dark
I fear my angel won't ever hark
My will is gone
No purpose left
From any reason I am bereft
There once was a love
A life I thought I had
Turned out only a dream
Now I'm naught but sad
Why get up
To face the day
It's only going to end the very same way
Me alone
All by myself
I'm the only book
On life's Lonely shelf
I'm surrounded by life
But I have no more spark
There may be a light above
It only helps me to see
That I'm still lost in lighted dark