No Hope For Me

So many nights I have cried
Feeling hopeless like I didn't have much to live for
I hope you understand my pain
When I left out out in the rain
No coat on
Many sleepless nights
Finding myself drowning in the bottle
There was no hope for me
My soul was dark
I couldn't see the light
I wanted to die
No reply notes on my bed
All these crazy thoughts in my head
Im going through a lot of shit
Nobody seems to care
When I was broken
Lost soul out in the world
No hope for me
A lot of people say they love me
But when push come to shove
Nobody was there when I needed them the most
It almost cost me everything
Nobody can persuade me
When I was sleeping out on the highway in my car
I called on everybody
They was so busy can you find somebody else
Than inbox me I was just checking on you
Nobody heard my side of the story
Looking out for everybody else
But myself stuck in this hole
No way out of the dark
I didn't want to see the light
I was tired of feeling this pain
Agony of being who I was at that time
Lost to darkness my sun never shine
No hope for me