A time(less) piece

Time ceases to exist anymore, at least in my confused, delicate mind.
It’s always life’s sharp needle in a universe haystack I long to find.
With all this time, so much wisdom has been taught and learned.
Yet here I sit by the open fires in my mind watching it all burn.
I reflect back on all the good I have done, yes the bad and ugly as well.
Floating effortlessly in this far beyond void between Heaven and Hell.

Will time breath again? Jump starting it’s heart, allowed to live again.
Or will it remain still and silent reflecting the lost relations of a best friend?
Worry, that’s all that is left do in this timeless void of near nothing.
Reaching out for anything other than that worry, please just something.
Regrets and success, the thoughts intertwine like two romantic lovers.
I feel the time shift, moving forward now, what lies in wait to be discovered?