On My mind

How could I ever tell you how I feel
My heart constantly beating
the thoughts that spin around my head
sending me all over the place in the time so how should I feel

Happy, sad, upset. is there even a point to say it all
could it be that the things that I have seen aren't my dream?
Is it something I'm doing to just make you happy.
Is it even what I want to do. just who am I really that is a question to ask in time.

The answers won't even be answered in my lifetime.
am I a disappointment in that I see so is this just me.
So A ask what is it all in time and who am I
even I don't know what's truly on my mind