a glimpse of the truth

im sitting here with out you
wishing you were here
i feel empty when your not around
my mind reply's conversations
we use to have
my heart aches of loneliness
im hurting like i never thought i could
i have no outer emotions with out you
my only hope is to have you in my life

i only feel pain and regret

i miss your voice

i miss your comfort

i miss your warmth

i miss your jokes

i miss your laugh

i miss your face

i miss the way you look at me

i miss the way your voice calms me when you sing

i miss the way put me to sleep after a bad fight

i miss the way we used to be

i hate what iv done

i hate the choices we've made

i hate the way i cant fix any of this

i hate that your hurting
my life wasn't meant to be with out you
i dont have a reason to live