1:36 am thoughts; Bog Body thoughts

When thoughts of you arise like bog bodies in the swamp of my mind
I never really know what to do
I never am sure how to respond
To your presence in my life
We are like rattle snakes entangled and twisted
Only to get free and flee from each other
My fellow April child, my Aries, my fire rat
Twin flames we are two sides of an eroded coin
So similar, yet so desperately different
God, to feel your teeth sink in
Or your flesh give to my own
It's a dance to the death, my lover true
And it's so... Impossible to stop
Fingers digging into flesh
The way you say my name; ecstasy
Never, never can I replace you
My shackles to you have left scars
Bog body thoughts, loving words, insults
No words can describe you accurately
Mummy that rises from the ground to haunt me?
Singular necromancer of my corpse heart
You start and stop the blood in my veins
Ah, I don't know what to with you
Do I kill you or kiss you?
Something intense like that probably...