may not be a poem. but it's what im feeling

pain
hurt
heartache
alone
i can't trust anyone
depressed
all these i feel
from just one guy
one mistake
that will soon lead to more
they can't be undone
they can't be fixed
i can't change anything
i want to start over
maybe I won't hurt so bad
I want to fix the mistakes I made
I want more smiles in my life.
But i'm messed up
there is something wrong with me and I know it
That's why they make me take
those ugly pills
day and night
hopeing they will help
fix what they have created
but what they don't realize
is that it makes it worse
it keeps me calm
but everything gets trapped insde
and soon they will come out

















... And then what?