I can see

My eyes are wide open to the world  
Im what they call the traveling girl
Some see me as green  
because I have questions galore  
Some see me as curious  
Im Always finding an open door  
I don't accept everything  
There are somethings  
That's tolerated  
I live in this world  
even tho I hate it
I allow a lot  
because imperfection  
Surrounds me  
Don't need to open my eyes  
They were never close  
I already know what I know
if you say what it is  
Then that's what it be  
And if you say what it ain't  
And its not what I see  
Trust and believe its embedded in me
Respect and trust is truly earned  
I saw many loose at their turn  
So I sit and watch the skies  
For they will darken soon  
Sitting patiently waiting  
for that poetic moon
Hoping Im in good standards  
as I hold fast to life  
Im no ones lover  
Just someones wife
Reality is sometimes a harsh pill to swallow  
But my heart condition  
is far from hollow
Im just going to keep walking  
until I see  
The moment he truly  
calls for me.  
Don't Judge me cause
I don't have dreams  
of a heavenly gate  
But to live here on earth  
And Hope its not too late.