Love Like No Other

How pathetic can I really be?
You will never actually see.
My recently searched only contains your name.
I bet yours doesn't even look remotely the same.

I keep looking to see if you messaged back.
When will I stop picking up everyone's slack?
When will I ever stop giving out more than they all deserve?
Can I stop focusing on people to whom I'm not a concern?

Why do I consistently wait for a change?
I need to realize it'll always be the same.
I'm not even a single thought.
Those feelings were caught.

I tried to push them down to be unseen.
Now I'm hooked like some fucking fiend.
I'm waiting for the day you'll love me the way I need.
Me and you are something that will never succeed.

You weren't worth the time that I wasted.
You weren't worth all the tears I tasted.
All I ever was for you was convenient.
So it's not a loss that I am leaving.

I just hope that you need me the way I needed you.
Not only caring because of what I provided to you.
I mean loving you no matter how I was being treated.
Just know no matter what my heart won't be beaten.