sober regret

i thought it was bad
taking it everyday
but this is bad
the hell that i pay

for saying goodbye
and trying to be free
i thought there was
something better for me

but i was wrong
this takes too long
i wish i could go back
i can't take it anymore
i want it to go now
and i don't care how

i don't want to give up
but this shit sucks

i'm not strong enough for this
i will never reach the bliss

I AM OVER IT!