Bitterness is bliss

I'm not falling to peices.
I'm not falling apart.
Took a knife, aimed right for the heart from the start.

I'm gonna not drink to our memories.
But I'll take a double shot,
Salute.
I'm not gonna beg on my hands and knees for you.

Are you satisfied?
By the words you said.
Wishing every waking moment that I was dead.
Are you terrified of being all alone?
When everything was set in stone.

Wasn't justified.
I didn't ask the questions.
When You reconciled,
With all the exits.
Are you better now,
That youre all alone?
Now that your on your own.

I'm not gonna let myself get lassoed,
By the weight of your regrets.
I'm always playing the high card.
Because you always lose the bets.
Yeah, what were you thinking.
That you would just take off and jet.
I'm smiling as you tear at your neck.

Are you satisfied?
By the words you said.
Wishing every waking moment that I was dead.
Are you terrified of being all alone?

Wasn't justified.
I didn't ask the questions.
When You reconciled,
With all the exits.
Are you better now,
That you're all alone ?
Now that you're on your own.

Confide your life in silence.
You need to redefine this,
Life that you chose.
You left your bones exposed.
Although I know the outcome,
I'm an old soul and you dont have one.
You'll keep your mouth stitched closed.
So nobody knows.

That you're satisfied,
With the words you said.
Wishing every waking moment that I was dead.
that you're terrified of being all alone.

Wasn't justified.
I didn't ask the questions.
When You reconciled,
With all the exits.
Youre not better now,
That you're all alone ?
Cause I'm better off on my own.