Self Side Pt. 1

Your tears set rain inside the minds around who love
Overcast my decisions to make me question reality  
Clouding my judgment is the way you let yourself in  
Or it was the knife that cuts & froze me inside a bond  
Either way I feel so trapped in a darkness you call a void  
  
Inside i'm walking a graveyard of souls you possess    
All these stolen emotions you have compressed into me  
A vortex of personalities sucking out this life    
A darkness so strong I can't see my own light  
   
This stage is reflecting a connection of misdirection  
I'm seeing smoke or is it all the fog in my head again  
Mirror my words until everything has become yours  
Can I drop the act & speak of this rage within?  
Can you just bury me in lights or erase the stage?  
   
The air has become so dense inside of this box    
I'm asphyxiating on the emptiness you continue to breathe  
Poisonous words are twisting the knife in my heart  
Vicious cycles flow as my tears begin to turn inward  
   
Lifeless in this broken soul you have gifted me with  
Inject me with a false fear of a inverted threat  
Scream this guided guilt into the voiceless  
Leave me here to exhume a hope for true validation  
Just to let that tomb cave in on my foundation