Lied

I lie awake most nights
Wishing on things I can’t change.
I try to convince myself,
 that you will change like you promised.

we've shared so much
It’s just so hard to walk away.
To much love  makes me want to stay.
So much hurt it makes me  want to go

I love you so much,
Yet you and I are almost to the point of breaking,
But why do we have to argue about the same stuff
over and over

You promised me you would change but
All you did was make it to where we have less arguments
You lied to keep me by your side

I don't tell you things hardly because
I don't know if you will make it into an argument about it
In my head im thinking
Is this the end
Or a new beginning to us ?

Im so tried of broken promises
Im so tried of the arguments
Im so tried of the drama

That is what plays
Over in my head
As I try to close my eyes
And just go to bed.