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To My Next

Its been a while that I've been single
I'm afraid to get out there, to mingle
It's my fault he's not here and my heart has been remote since he left,
So I'm just here wondering what's next.
My panic attacks, anxiety attacks and overthinking will make it hard to love me I suppose,
Or maybe the way I dress when I'm comfortable with you,
All messy hair and baggy clothes lol
I'm sorry if I'm needy or distant sometimes,
I dont know why I need reassurance, but please just take the time to comfort me,
I might say it often but I can assure you I'm not �FINE�.

I'm sorry if I'm a blabber mouth,
I just wanna tell you it all-every detail of my day,
I know I'll take up your time, but I just wanna see your expressions, your interest in the things I have to say.
Don't ever question if i love you,
I don't normally open up and tell my sorrows,
So trust me when I say my love is true.
I can promise you I'll cry if you look me in the eyes and mean it when you say you love me,
It's only happened once but I'm hoping to once again feel that love,
This is just a summary of what it's like with me,
a little rain-a drizzle, �its cute� you might say,
But the storm always comes,
Will you stay or will you run?...