Why Can't I?

Why Can't I?
Stop Hearing Your Voice In The Wind
There, Softly, In Every Word Spoken
Lacerating My Heart With Each
 
Why Can't I?
Stop Seeing You In The Street
Corner Of My Eye You Are
Behind The Tears That Build
 
Why Can't I?
Stop Anticipating Your Return
Common Sense Is Unavailable
The Desolation Is Frightening
 
Why Can't I?
Free You Of This Spell
The Black Art Of Society
Compliance Is Easier Than Not
 
Why Can't I?
Sleep One Unbroken Night
You Are In My Dreams
The Illusions Create My Own Mistrust
 
Why Can't I?
Go Back To The Start Again
Laughed So Much We Did
Music Now Ever So Remote
 
Why Can't I?
Show You The Damage
Heartache, Grief, Misery.
Grisly, Blackened And Cruel
 
Why Can't I?
Absolve Myself Of Your Memory
Wipe Myself Free Of These Demons
I Can Fight Them For Only So Long
 
I Am Sorry.....