STILL GONE, MY "BABY" STILL GONE

for Leah. '87-'18


If I knew
if i knew
if i knew
           it would be
            so brutal
            a forever
that you'd be gone....if only
(I knew how to know)
if i knew
if only I knew how long this
             would be, of you being
             so gone
             so mercilessly absent.
Then maybe time would've stopped
              to keep you here
              with us.
   (but well I know such could never be so)

But I don't know
Yes I  don't Know any thing of the sort.

I only know from crying, weeping, and the like.


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