EVOLVING THROUGH THE CHANGES

This goes out to the brother mens who have been here before evolving through the changes...                                           Sitting here as I stare out the window of my room as these thoughts of lost love that never was love enters into the very vortex of my mind, sending mere subliminal messages to the depth within my spiritual soul, sending me to the abyss of dimensions of deeper thoughts. But yet its those thoughts that have me questioning, was it my fault or wasnt I understanding enough as I show them that I truly cared with honor and respect. Like a man who is willing to go the extra mile with communications and consistency, with commitment of what is an rare and true love from a man that loves you unconditionally. Yet as situations arises bringing changes in like waves from the ocean as far as the eyes can see, as they slowly start ripping into the mere resonating thoughts with deep turmoil of confusion bringing dysfunctional images of hurt along with the pain. But yet its true what they say hurt is a bitter thing, for anyone to bear alone with the pain but yet it is those things that will change you internally, from the inside and out but what you take away with you are lessons learn never to repeat again. For its true what doesnt kill you only makes a warrior become a fighter, through this struggle of what is supoose to be love from the mind and heart and spiritual soul, so never place fault nor blame at your feet brother man for you didnt come through the door pimping for you came doing what your words spoke through your actions real talk straight up.