"infinite" (revised)

My pen and paper producing
 strange dimensions,
releasing all my tension
 got me in suspension and
 not to mention 
guiding my ascension into
newfound intentions
to live life without excessively stressing.

My racing mind has me
 feeling confined,
overthinking has me
feelin like I'm sinking 
gotta let myself unwind,
 free this old soul 
game of life got me losing control 
resisting roles
 without a goal to name
just drifting slowly, 
stayin lonely
but I'm to blame.

These are the lands of
complete confusion,
 illusions,delusions in the brains
so seclusion only remains,
the exclusion of fusion 
keeps us divided and lost
 in this world we're deluded. 

If we declare invasion there'd be
 no more time to be wasting 
embrace your life here
 in these wastelands 
it's infinite. 

Lose your fears
here is where you must release 
If you don't you'll stay stuck
 runnin amuck
never giving a fuck.
Now is when you must find peace 
don't let your mind slow you down release and let the pain cease
you're infinite.

I watch the fear evaporate 
and I can hear the hate
begin to dissipate. 
My fate is mine to create 
a life to make
in this universe to investigate. 

I see that we're unaware,
 no one cares to share peace 
to let the despair cease and
escape the nightmare to release. 
It may seem unfair
but still I'm staying gracious,
these thoughts are getting deeper
 this mind is stayin spacious.
Can't stay anxious,
 I've had those cosmic visions
blasted into realms of eternal elysian
a state and place
of consciousness collision. 

Liberated, emancipated, illuminated,
meditating to obliterate frustration,
I've never felt more sedated since 
before this human experience,
releasing all the tension
no more consistent resistance,
just insisting this
 momentary peace persists.
Internal coexistence
 it's easing me
mentally
 transcendentally 
 independently
 "meant to be 
infinite."