School

Bell rings I’m in hell
smiles enter the class
My heads down,
But can still recognize
each one by
A signature laugh
Begging the clock,
it taunts me back
Like it’s teaching me a lesson,
Like I haven’t already learned
Or listened to every word
The Things they said to me
just 2feet back while I sat quiet
with white bricks To stare at

But I see the beauty in all that
They’re smiling and laughing
So what
it’s only a panic attack
So what
if I don’t get over that

I’m lost
I can’t feel anything
Besides a aura that surrounds
My feelings
I pretend to have
They have feelings
I wish I had

But I see the beauty in all that
They’re smiling and laughing
So what
it’s only a panic attack
So what
if I don’t get over that

Bell rings I’m in heaven
I found myself,
I can’t feel anything
Besides a aura that surrounds
My feelings
I pretend to have
Their feelings
are all I’ll ever have
So I’ll let them have their fun
I pray someone would