Redrinkt

I just realized
I'm on public transportation
No knowledge of my inebriation
I just realized I'm sitting here with strangers
I love this shit these days
I get so irritated about little things
Drinking really brings me some relief
My headphones literally drown everything out
Because none of it matters now
music in my ears loud
I love this musical
Fuck socializing
You aren't stopping me
Maybe I felt a little guilty
That shit just slides off though
I'm still going yo
You don't even know
Shut up
I'm me, always been me
I'm fucking pissed
I'm hella' angry
That's the truth
So this shit let's me be here instead of then
I'll drink alone
Fuck the memories
Fuck the past
I'm right here right now
Listening to music
Not even feeling it
Nothing to feel
Fuck 'em
Fuck a "friend"
It ends at some point
But it happens again