Box

When I was told
Over the phone  
don't stress out  
A next thought passes
Now a conversations old
 Saying out loud  
    what your thinking  
     I have dreams to  
       be that bold but  
you already knew  
From last we spoke  
You said to stay by the phone
You’re already home
You don’t need to leave
To not feel left alone
I remember well
even though it got old
 
I wanna think inside the box  
where should I spend  
My time The center  
of attention the edge  
Watching Entertained  
from a corner or  
Hang out on borders  
There's no door a way to get in  
I'm outside thinking a way within  
 
I'm getting closer  
Ive been studying reactions  
You get judged for common Actions  
loneliness for if they don't find a line  
Schools Separate into factions  
A Facilities testing your personality
 
I wanna think inside the box  
But where inside do most  
spend there time  
The center, A corner  
there's so many corners  
There's no door a way get in  
I'm outside  
thinking a way within  

when this conversations old
I’ll hang up the phone  
I’m going to find a way in
I’m going to fit in