She’s gotta have the look

 
I think I’m getting fat , it bothers me.
BUT
I have a beautiful mind and soul.

The truth is I stand between
loving who I am
On the inside , which I’ve got .
Also to be, in love with what I see
One I need but Both I want .

Being funny smart and bubbly ,
considerate, sweet and lovely
For me,
its just not enough .
 
I’m not ok with the fact I’m vein,
Self conscious thoughts really suck.

My body is made of skin that fades and stuffed with flesh that rots ,
My mind will tire as i age and stop connecting the dots
What’s deep inside can never die,
for me, thats not enough.

From life I’m wired
With a need to be admired
for my mind
BUT also my looks.