Agony...

Sun rays pierce through the cloudiest of my days.
It's easily missed when you have your head usually down.
There isn't anything worth looking forward to right now.
My light isn't in sight since I lost my chance.

I abandoned that road.
Imprisoned all you've owned.
Dethroned a fool of the crown.
Cruel as it is, it had to be done.
One mistake is enough to ache the heart in my chest.

A slave to depression like a sick obsession.
It grows like a tumor and spreads faster than a rumor.
This cancer directly attacking my weary heart.
Backing into a corner desperately clinging to the life I own.

The weight I can't bare.
Their hate is intense.
My sense is a blur.
I can't understand.
Is it really my fault?
Am I the cur to blame when you've got no one else?

Please say the hard times I go through will be worth it.
Just say these hard times sometimes lead someplace better.

Agony, Agony.
Everyday.
You save me from myself.
Deprave all I hold.
Digging us a grave
Dying, Dying.
I lied.
You pushed me over the edge.
Digging us a grave.
Giving us a place to rest...