Liar Love/Honest Hate

I'm not me and you're not you
So don't ask me what I've been through
You don't care and I will lie
As i think about how you should die

Don't ask me how I feel
Everytime I wanna kill
Broken dreams and memories
Soled myself to face your fears

Hate is stronger than love
All the passion lost above
You can't love the ones you hurt
But you hate all of those you yearn

I would rather talk to serial killer
Than sit down and listen to Mr.Preacher
I'm sorry but fuck your religion, this leeching
If God was on your side, he wouldn't hurt the poor's mind

I hope I last until the end
So I can die as a good human
Although i should confess, sometimes my mind does fantasize
About letting go...of your head

So DIE, DIE, DIE, before my eyes! Let all loose what's in disguise!
Never dreamed, but always hoped, letting go and lose control, who are you anymore never even matter what was before FUCK you father FUCK you lover FUCK you whore! you would've loved me more if i was a BIRTH CONTROL!!!
Sicness has given my mind a good reason to say my truth feeling, what i believe in!

Hate is stronger than love
All the passion lost above
You can't love the ones you hurt
But you hate all of those you yearn

Until when do i need to pretend,
Just wondering, not asking anything
I try to smile and guard myself with lies
But when I picture...my urges boil...I head dive into...a bloody ocean...my mind feels freedom...you are broken...don't feel disgust...let me feel loved...after a couple...it's finally over