Suffocation, Where One Would Prefer To Breathe

Photo: SP with Kliban Cat,,,,c.2012, dkzk
 
 
 
Can't write very many letters any more, can't
"come up" wit words that won't fake me off as
                               a  liar.
 
Abstractly painted into the corner by early onset
old-age (an age old complaint), a multi-chronic broken
                                  heart,
 
(physical metaphoric), and enough trauma to keep
me laughing laughing, laughing (weeping), forever enough
                             to make one sick
 
The Litany has been litanized as long as The Great Wazoo,
who points to love most powerfully as something I will never
                                     again do,
 
in any some/sort of sensual way wit a lover free enough to
not be feared of nakedness in god's eye in Eros, or whatever Age
                                       intimately safe,
 
A preference of easy breath, ( breathe, breathe, breathe), to the
calumny of the great suffuckation which finally finishes all fallacy
                                 "naturally", wit'out fanfare or
                                              applause.
 

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