Ending My Pain

Sad way down deep
My memory is hard to keep
Utter darkness fills my soul
Never again will I feel whole
Once torn little creases
Now are shattered little pieces
I want to fix my heart
But don't know where to start
Why am I always sad
Its not that my life is all that bad
I decide to have some fun
I open the cabinent and grab a gun
I put it to my brain
And pull the trigger, ending my pain