BLOW OUT THE CANDLES

BLOW OUT THE CANDLES
What did I do
before I came to this planet
to deserve the life
you planned for me?

Born into abuse and neglect
decades in poverty
betrayed mocked and maligned

Not even my children
or my sister want me
in their life

Do you actually do anything
about injustice?

You give us rules and revelations
and stand by while we are afflicted

Is there some great purpose
to giving me a pen
with nowhere to place it?

Yes you sent you son
and he died for us
but at least you got him back

My children are alive
but I am dead to them

Why did you cut my cloth
so tightly?

Why did the caring Father in heaven
watch me bleed inside and out

I was a child bruised
and wanting death
where we you?

I wanted just a little love in my life
and you gave me years of contempt


Now the churches that carry your names
are irrelevant or business models

Why do you keep us In the dark
and watch us suffer?

You created the devil
not many people talk about that?

Your plan was the crucifixion of your son
do you expect us to believe there was not another way?

You give your chosen no authority
and let Satanists rule

Do not give me that old free will excuse
We are your children
and you abandon us daily

I cannot walk away
as I know there is nowhere else to go
what fragments of life are left
are hidden in you
but why hidden?

Goodness has become a swear word
Yes you warned us
these days would come
You warned us that there would be martyrs
But why?

Why have you given the devil such an easy ride?
Why have let your children cry?

Love never Fails you say
Time you proved it

Stephen Nov 8th 1201 am
My Birthday