Horny

My vans push against the ground
Each step crunches the leaves
No pain or screams yet I still bleed
I feel the cold blow of the wind press
Against me
 
Hours and hours in my head
I feel lost as I walk along the dead
Each hour pass and I'm still stuck in my head
Come and welcome me , I'm clearly broken within
 
Monday mornings filled in my cup
Sweet and strong but I've had enough
Bladder filled to the top
But I don't want to make that stop
Summer ended now I'm stuck with hoodies
Which is fine by me
I let the darkness swallow me entirely

Welcome fall and Halloween
I just wish my love was here with me
I'm afraid that we won't link
She'll be far away from me
Which sometimes is for the better
Don't see that fat fuck dead inside of me
I'm so stuck in my insecurities

Blood rushing with the heat
I swear she's awoken something inside of me
Each morning and night got me craving sweets
Hands in my pants to relieve the heat
I'm annoyed at what she's done to me
I've never done this with my body
I've never had this feeling before
Never craved the touch of another
What could I possibly tell her
Don't want to sound like a slut
But when I tell her to stop
I'm lying
I'm dying with the feeling of desire
Afterwards I'm so tired

I wonder what it feels like to get fucked