A watered psalm

 
This day, desperation pleaded for escape,
so I dove beneath the oceans blue.
None could see me cry, mixed in waters cape
and there I questioned myself liar or true.  
 
I weighed the years of lies believed,
further down the noise quietly drowned.
Under oceans sand I buried sorrows grieved
and in it's wild tranquil wanted peace have I found.  
 
I measured times thought happy and good,
but time revealed the hidden then.
Ticking and tocking of wasted youth understood
salted promises smeared by my weeping pen.
 
I relived angers remembered wailing,
protected by sharpened reef I den in it's hollow walls
washed by oceans mercy upon mindful ailing,
cleansed of his villainous thralls.
 
I am consoled watching dolphins dance in play,
kaleidoscope waters broken and freed.
Mirrors above me shattered by way,
knowing I must follow the fervor to breathe...
 
I close my eyes, afraid for me.. the toils evoked winds tarry above.
the sun once a friend, now setting it's sleep,
then her pout of face I see, this child of mines thereof.
 
I break through pitched surface tasting currents swoon.
To shore for her, a fight against tide and wave.
Onyx skies romances the sea of dark clouds now bathing the moon,
hearing crashing of songs sung with floating hymns upon my watery grave.