Dating

Dating fucking sucks
I wont find love unless i pay 13. bucks
And the idea of asking a girl out in person
Is my biggest fear
You would think it would start to be clear
Im not sure if im a 10 or a 1
I still cant tell if a girl likes me or just wants to poke fun
I wont pick up on A subtle hint
If you like me hit me with a brick
Atleast that pain wont stick
Unlike the pain of wondering if im ment to be alone
Maybe girls just dont like my tone
Or how i dress
Because it seems like i can never impress
Atleast girls look at me like a brother
And tell me how theve been hurt from another
I just sit there and smile as she says she wishes she could find a guy like me
Maybe i cant see why she can why she cant be with me because she doesnt need a guy like me when she could just have me
I can never find the words to say that though
So i hold her amd tell her everything's ok
In that moment i think
Dating will always fucking suck
In this rotation ill ways be stuck
Cus maybe im not ment to be with someone
That thought is a burden that weighs a ton
maybe theres something wrong with me
because i dont think im good enough
Everygirl i ever thought i loved has used me hurt me or left
Maybe its because i have to much heft
Or i talk to much or because i get attached to fast
I get attached so fast because in the back of my head i know it wont last
So i should love her while i can
Dont get me wrong breaking up isnt my plan
But there is always someone better than me
And its never long before im just left in her past
My lovelife always has had a downcast
I know i shouldn't worry because ill find the right girl one day
But what if when the time comes i dont know what to say and i just watch her walk away
Or what if another guy swoops in and catches her eye
And when he hurts her im holding her telling her itll be okay