Creations

forced creations
usually end up abominations
in my case at least
creativity can easily
 cease to exist
in an instant
no warning
no sign
could happen at any time
and you're never ready for that
no matter what level you may be at/on
shit can just
disappear
gone
and you wait but don't expect or reflect
no realizations
just immersed
in the infinite
just a resident temporarily
encapsulated within the
 eternal extension of
ever evolving energy