Letter to my love pt3

Oh my sweet girl, how I love you. The last few days have been rough. I have missed your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh. I wish you would let me be there for you more. It kills me not being able to be with you in person and it feels like I'm being punished right now. Our daily video chats made it so much more bearable for me. I know sometimes you want space, and I am doing my very best here. But my god it hurts. I miss you waking me up as soon as you can. I miss hanging out watching YouTube and playing WoW. I miss you leaving the camera on while you nap so I can watch over you. I miss you. I worry so much you are going to push me away if there is too much space and I'm so uncertain on what to do. I love and respect you so much and want to give you everything you need but please remember that I love you and need you too. You always say I help, that talking to me makes you feel better. The sound of my voice is soothing. So please don't stay away too long. You are my sweetheart and the things you say about me, it's the same for me about you. It's been a sad few days without you.....and after this last year, I do need you.