Letter to my love pt2

Oh my dear sweet girl how I love you. I love so many things about you. Even when you are a total brat to me. Even when I get frustrated or upset with you. I never stop loving you. I long to hold you again. It's always on my mind. Holding you, hugging you, snuggling with you. I miss that so much. I miss all the little things we did together through the day. Even if we didnt do much. It was always so much better because you were there. I miss everything, even when we got into stupid arguments. I also miss when cuddling became more. I miss the feel of your body on mine. The way you looked when I did everything right. The look in your eyes that told me to keep going no matter what. Without meaning to be crude, I miss fucking the shit out of you. I loved how one minute we could be making sweet love and be so tender, to it being hot, nasty, sweaty fucking and back again. I miss the sounds you would make during. And hearing you tell me how sexy I am. How much you need me right now. How we could go from casually watching a movie to fucking wildly. I miss being so worn out after that we fall asleep all tangled together. I miss you waking me up from a nap by fondling me in my sleep. I miss everything. From the innocent day to day things to the nasty perverted things. Because all of it added up to you, me and us. Our life together wasnt perfect, flawless or picturesque. But overall, it was amazing. And I hope so bad we can get back to it. And make it so much better than before. You have no idea how much I miss you and long for you. If I was the praying type, you would be the answer to my prayers. Our video chat earlier today was all kinds of amazing. And I hope it meant as much to you as it did me. I hope you know you are everything to me and I am willing to wait for things to calm down and things work out. I don't want either of us to rush the work that needs doing. Because I want us to work. And I know there's important steps that need to be done on both sides for it to work. God. All I want right now is to scoop you up in a tight hug, tighter than our last one, and tell you how much I love you. To see that look on your face that you only have when your happy and see that smile on your beautiful face. Your brown eyes twinkle in the light. What I wouldnt give for that right now....oh my beautiful, mean, funny, sweet, loving, bitchy brat I LOVE YOU. I will always love you...