Letter to my love pt 4

You, my love, feel like home. Your embrace fills my heart with warmth, love and safety. Your smile brings me such joy, it's like you can light up the room, no matter how dark. The feeling of you beside me at night always let's me I'm not alone. The way you look at me first thing in the morning, no matter how sleepy you are, makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I love you more than anything in this world my love, you are my home. It's been far too long since I've felt your touch, smelled your lotion on you after your shower, been able to just be with you. Exist in the moment without planning our time around our separate days. I have no clue how much longer it will be, but you, my love, are where I want to be. I can't wait to just wake up next to you, hear you whining because you're lazy and want me to make food, spend the day in bed wearing whatever we crashed out in and just hang. I miss our Netflix bingeing, snack time and cuddle days. I miss you. All that you are. With your mood swings, good days, bad days and meh days. I miss watching you game and you showing me all the youtubes. I know we do a lot of stuff on video chat, and I wouldnt trade that right now, but it cant compare to when I will see you in person again. This last year has been shit without you by my side and while I know we are both stronger for it, it doesn't mean I wouldn't change it if I could... I love you Calli, more than I can ever begin to express. You are my heart, soul and home...