Depression

Here I am apathetic
Again drawn to comfort in nothing
Insomnia drags on like a pull on a cigarette
Unable to sleep unable to breathe
The world crushing down on me
Suffering my existence
It's a crisis
Eyelids heavy but they never seem to close
Blankly staring at the ceiling
Where shadows dance and my
Hemophiliac mind tells me
"Schizophrenia"
"Cancer"
"Anxiety"
Somethings wrong with me
I just can't put my finger on it
Unwilling to face the day in confidence
I just want to fucking sleep