Everything's fine now....

No need for introduction
I know who you are
I've never seen you before
But i know your name and where you stay
I know all what you do
I know how you follow these sad words keenly
How patiently you wait
For my sadness to saturate
And then precipitate
In this poetic lines
The product of a polluted mind
You read and digest
Not knowing exactly how to feel
You try to react
But something keeps pulling you back
You try to show love and care
But something keeps raising your fears
And so you wonder....
Why he always cry
Why he hardly smiles
Why is his heart so drawn to mine
I have no one to talk to
But there's a hidden ear somewhere
Listening to every painful yell
What are you waiting for
Or you think Im not sincere
That's why you're not moved
That's why you think its good
To meet my yearnings with sarcasm
To crown my grief with sorrow
But i know too well
This's not you
This's not what you'd love to do
Its these demons again
I hear them whispering to you
'Let him be he's no good'
Else he'll inflict you
With his depression
And as you wonder in utter confusion
My fulfilment knows no bound
Its like a lost jewel now found
Everything's fine now
In that distant place where you stand
Cos if you come any closer
You'll be going with me into the ground